Dear world,
I don't feel like going to bed yet, nor do I feel like working any more on any of the shit I am supposed to be working on, so I'm gonna be fantastically out of character and (actually post) a journal full of utter useless bullshit. Yes. ACTUALLY.
Truthfully, writing it isn't odd, I do that sometimes. It's just rare for me to actually press post on the self-indulgent crap I am going to sprout now... So I suggest you leave while you can or be buried under the avalanche of random bullshit. And fluffy neopet crap.
ON ART
Commissions sucks, blah blah blah, nobody cares so why should I? I don't need them to keep me busy, I'm not desperate I guess.
Just started working on the 100 themes challenge thing, gonna try and do about 5 every day (considering uploading in packs of 5 to scraps, but dunno if I can be bothered to scan). Just sketches and whatnot, mind that. I'm gonna waste so much paper on that shit, haha. Yes, right, paper, coz I'm actually drawing traditionally. It's weird, I pick up the tablet, make five lines and can't be arsed to do more.
Which is actually really bad because I have a few things I should be finishing. Like a picture of Nezumi, a giftart thingy whose sketch I am still not sure if it's awesome or absolutely hideous, and... oh right, the adoptables! I was gonna make some adoptables for the lols but by the times I managed to got some kinda minimally clean lineart on the darn
ON NEO
So I've been working quite a bit on a few of my neopets lately, writing down their story/timeline and whatnot, finally defining how old they were when their mom/dad/horse/goldfish died and similar bullcrap. It's quite fun to do, though troublesome, and writing makes me feel bad for now going on iAnti and RPguild in, I dunno, a few months. Ain't it funny how a person can feel so bad for something and not end up doing anything about it? Yeaaah...
I came to various funny conclusions. I mean, the account I've been working on, _KSBN_, used to be like, the cool pets that did cool stuff and like, saved the world and shit! I liked them but ignored them a lot, and before I knew it they were the most normal and random out of all of my neo-characters. KSBN are the first letters of all of their names btw, though Bakunar, who was supposed to be the leader, was a lame boring magma eyrie, and I ended up recycling the pet and throwing it on another account where it's now a lot more loved as Viktor Bakunar, a backstabbing mutineering pirate, mutant ixi, and about 50 years old. Well, no matter, I'm happier with him now.
But KSBN was leaderless, and that's what led to my complete ignoring of their original purpose of being cool. Not the random adorable cool, no, the mary-sue kick-ass kinda cool.
So in about October or so I decided to make up a new leader character, that could have been the one to tie them all together and whatnot. Also I decided to give them all Wraith powers to make them more
Anyway, new leader guy, Leon, is a neo-character without a pet, meaning I didn't actually create another neopet to occupy the forth spot on the account. Ego is already taking that and I don't wanna think about him right now because he's scary.
It is kinda funny how my reaction and ideas about Leon developed, because the moment I first drew him in a nice and usable kind of design, his personality changed completely from what I had first thought. He lost all the "pimp" attitude and became a lot less exaggerated, which is always good I suppose. Though in the drawing he looked a little... gay. I'm probably not the only one that goes all "OMFG NOESSSS!" at the idea of furry porn, so well yeah, that was my first reaction to that idea. Despite Leon not even being furry because he's a techo... that aside, my idea of that made a 180% turn not much later.
You see, Leon has really long toes with strong grip on the surface, and when he walks he never puts his heel on the floor. He only does this when he relaxes. Tada. I realised how adorable it was to have him kissing somebody of about his height, and halfway the kiss him dropping about 5 centimetres because he put his heel on the floor. Naturally this couldn't be a girl because the idea of him being gay had secretly already settled in and had offspring in the dark corners of my mind.
Of course I needed to know who this fellow was he was so happily snogging. Enter Zack, yellow wocky (OMG NOES FURRY!!!).
So then I started thinking of how they started dating, and voila, 17 pages text on that emotional roller-coaster. No, seriously, Zack makes no sense, I don't even fucking get what the hell is going on in his mind! I'm actually considering editing their story and putting it on dA xD
It was after finishing that that I started writing down all of KSBN (minus the B, plus a L and a Z) past, fully defined for the first time ever and extremely changed from what I had originally through before they had a consistent plot.
I just realised Kodoji is a furry and I've never had any problems pairing him up with Shidary. *facepalm*
As I was happily defining the timelines my mind started divagating at around bedtimes hours, and as good as instantly realised that in order to have enough struggle,
Anyway, so now some water kyrii of undefined name because I am not allowed to start thinking about that properly before I finish all timelines and I still haven't finished Zack's (who technically isn't even part of it all...ewe) is roaming around and depending on the effects of a magical dagger he's carrying around might have killed Kodoji. I don't think he did though. I really hope he didn't. But I'm not allowed to think of it yet... I am not... not... yet... .... ... gosh, first world problems.
ON SCHOOL
It starts next week and I don't feel like it. But it'll probably do me good, I'm falling into a routine of not going to bed before 3 am and consequently not getting out of bed before 11 going on 14, so yeah...
ON ROBERT DOWNEY JR.
He's hot. That is all.